Journey Journal

Requiems

Ita needed for the done and the deceased. But you’re gone, and I feel dead. We can’t stay in the same grave, So who dies? Who is done? I feel both, and yet day after day I keep standing. It’s second nature to me. What luck is this? I’ll never know.

The Lease is coming up for Renewal

Its odd to see the mail come in and among it is the letter for the lease. I didn’t feel the year going. It didn’t seem like it’s been a year out from hell. In some ways things have changed. I have a bit more courage to speak out on things I don’t enjoy hearingContinue reading “The Lease is coming up for Renewal”

A Year Later and A New Beginning

It’s been a long year for me. Every day brought challenges that I thought I could handle and get thru without any help. And for a while I did. And then I couldn’t. Things don’t always go our way because our way isn’t the right way. It’s not the best way, it’s just the wayContinue reading “A Year Later and A New Beginning”

So I saved this cat from getting hit. STORYTIME!

So I was minding my business going to work one night when there was a detour and an accident. So while going thru the detour I see this white little mess of a cat sitting right in front of oncoming lights. Just sitting there, like it had no idea who or what that was. LuckilyContinue reading “So I saved this cat from getting hit. STORYTIME!”

Its been a week

I can’t say it’s been well, but I wasn’t hit by a car while stuck on the highway. Though I’m not sure if sticking around is all its cracked up to be. I’m here, tho! Trying my best.

To move foreward – you must realize you were standing still

Its an odd kind of sensation, being in the kitchen at 3 in morning and making mac and cheese when you reliaze…. you’re alone. And not in the sad way, not entirely, but in a safe -“no one is going to tell me off for do this” way. Being all too aware of yourself andContinue reading “To move foreward – you must realize you were standing still”